Halloween really hasn’t been my holiday. I have always been a Christmas person. But for some reason I feel a little more “in the spirit” for Halloween this year. Maybe it might be all the changes that have been going on in my life. Maybe it might be that the people around me are more into Halloween than I am. Either way I am more in the spirit. So for Halloween this year I am going to be throwing on Katie’s mini-costume and handing out candy. I think I might even get a horror movie tonight so I can keep in the Halloween mood. Hmm… Halloween, Friday the 13th, or Psycho? Which one to choose?
At work we’re having a Halloween pot luck. I think I made enough pasta salad to choke a horse. I made my mom’s recipe and it’s a crazy amount of food. It’s angel hair pasta with low-fat Italian dressing, carrots, cauliflower, broccoli, celery, red onion and olives. Mmmmm. I am so looking forward to eating that for a week. LOL.
Anyways… I hope everyone has a happy and safe Halloween night.
I’m running out of air. Glass beside in depth of myself and drifting with the tide. Leaving at the altar, she’s listening as someone sings. Chained to entertained in wrong. A thousand tiny pieces only to shove them underneath a faint whisper. Cold gray, the curtain lifts and behold, my winter’s wish comes crashing in. Dare not ask for more, we seek comfort in liability. 25 memories wasted on 2 dividing ways, the right and wrong of my arrival. Have not uncover the corpse before it finds peace. I find answers in the dark. Putting the fear of god in me with the wit of a gentleman and the sins of a child. A silence deaf to those surrounding a box of charmless words kept close, because I’ve held on so tight that I just might break.
Gut feeling crept up and surprises me. It’s a wonder I can barely stand to look death in the eyes, for I know the strength of it’s strangle by heart. My eyes play windmills for the lonely and bothered. The mother of my only miracle, I cradle. Wept hours before the tock and the ticks became loud. Enough time to run for miles, love to stay within arms distance. Only so much space left to mourn to an operator.
To be fresh and new, several shades of intimidation.
Simplicity is a suckerpunch, and if there were a time.
When memories reminisce with you or without you
and love were to lay at your feet;
bask in it. I wish I still could.
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Life has been really busy lately. I have been getting some freelance work, hanging out with my boy, and biting my nails off for the Red Sox games, and the like. I have also been packing up my stuff since I am going to be moving in with the boy soon.
Also… I finally finished my portfolio site. I needed a new layout and to have more of my recent work. I also messed around with a java script that made the images show up in a hella cool fashion. Go to: http://www.creativeprocess.org.
Anyways time to get back to life… or something.
Is it bad to be completely addicted to feeding my fake fish on my iGoogle page? LOL!
Since my current phone has turned into a piece of junk the last few weeks, I needed to either get it fixed or get a new phone. I called up T-Mobile to have it repaired, but they do not do that (why? I dont know) and my warranty on my phone expired last month. So… after a few days of searching, I have bit on a NEW Sony Ericsson K550i 2MP Cyber-Shot Camera Phone that is supposed to be kick ass and all that stuff. That, and hopefully the person who I submitted the offer to will be kick ass and accept the offer.
So hopefully the eBay Gods will be in my favor today.
